okay! i gonna do sumthing really cool tml lahz.. PON SCHOOL~ that's like the happiest decision i've ever made ever since i entered jc.. i am realli sick lor!!!!!! SICK OF SCHOOL.. SICK of all the late nights.. last time i was still able to think alot b4 i really get to sleep.. but now.. it's different liaoz.. i sleep the moment i lie on the bed.. tat's how tired i am lahz!!!!!!!! going on full gear these few days.. but nevertheless.. i was too tired to go for the chemistry time trial.. dun think i have the mood to do either.. plus.. i dun think they will realli give us 2 hours plus to finish the entire paper.. damm! i suck! so lazy even at times like this.. but nehmind.. gonna chiong like mad from tml onwards.. it's like i pon school just to study lorz.. gonna skip lotsa tutorials..but doesnt matter lahz.. i will slack in sch lorz.. i wont be like.. doing anithing constructive.. oh yahz.. today mr liang was talking about people not handing in MCs lahz.. parent's letters.. haiyo.. so naggy.. but oh well.. i have tot of the right excuse to use.. LAO SAI! yeahz.. i want the excuse to be link to sai one.. hahaz.. who ask me to be DA YI .. hahahaz.. so must be shittery too.. guess i will go study with housefly and PW tml.. hahaz.. all ponning school tml.. haiyo.. tml i guess oni the guys will go to school lorz.. actually the worst thing is tat if i were to attend sch tml.. i have to do the damm bloody physics time trial.. gosh.. like wat lahz.. haven even started physics.. dun think it will help much if i go lorz.. but come to think of it.. it's the first time i pon school.. amazing rite.. i dun look tat guaiz... hahahaz. but oh well.. it's kinda sian to go school... doing nth.. n stone.. oh yahz!! yesterday i helped my granddad clean his wound.. the stitch is like lonnnnggggg lahz!!!! n my mum ahz.. sterile technique oso abit koyak!.. hahhahaz.. so teach her lorz.. thou i oso not tat pro.. but still better than her.. 8 more days to PROMOS!!!!!! i think i'm paranoid!!!!!!!!!!! dunno.. i think so..

haiz.. dunno why.. my ah gong's wound kena infection.. well.. heng it's still not too bad.. it's just tat he's now in this special ward where it's like super clean and all... but other than that.. he's alrite.. no going suntanning this sat.. no getting too near to radiations.. it is predicted that the sun will explode abit on sat.. and my dad was telling me the above stuff.. nagging and all.. sianz.. abit weird lahz.. but still it's kinda scientific.. the news were talking about it.. today.. i suddenly feel very scared.. so afraid of promos.. i dunno.. i just feel really frightened suddenly.. it was a weird feeling.. i haven been doing well.. so yahz.. have to chiong.. kk.. gtg study le..

hey hey.. me back again.. thankz pple.. u all realli rock!!! yeahz.. my ah gong now much better le.. he's like can drink milo le!!!! woohoo~ happy.. so great.. it's like damm happy lahz.. hehex.. another happy thing is that i put this midi on my blog..hahaz.. it's YI LU XIANG BEI.. heehee.. cool rite.. i like this song alot.. today it was really fun.. hahaz.. just had my lunch cum dinner at seoul garden with geok ting, carine n valen.. hahahaz.. eh.. xue fang, huishan, sandra.. u all jealous not.. actually supposed to go with them.. but xue fang cant make it.. so well.. hahaz.. but it was fun lahz... we were talking so much crap.. n eating so much.. it's like i just managed to burn a little tweeny bit of calories during p.e... but den.. that meal at seoul garden kinda added back all the calories.. gosh.. diaoz.. me now is chao ta tweety... hahahaz.. kena sunburnt on sat during the canoeing activity with sjab pple.. fun worz.. n well.. hahaz.. my skin is like peeling.. n like valen sae.. i need a hammer to crack it so that i can peel them off.. kinda disgusting.. every nite i will apply aloe vera gel.. blah blah.. sum recovery oil n stuff.. hopefully it can heal in due time.. well.. today kinda suay too.. sumthing embarrassing happened during math lecture today.. gosh.. haiz.. so paiseh lahz!!!! pple shy lorz!!!! geok ting ahz.. haiyo.. talk so much.. but i like!!! muahhahaahz.. oh yahz. i love my class.. so onz.. played handball just now in the morning.. enjoyed it alot!!! it was like woosh.. fat-burning.. n fun!!! hahhaaz.. n i guess our class gals kinda violent compared to huiyi's class.. when we were against them.. i guess they have quite a no. of "casualties" muahahahhahaz.. wei wei!!! di ya! wake up!!! promos cuming!!!! 2 weeks more!!! cant believe this.. it's like so near... scary... i think i dun have to eat for tml's breakfast or even mayb lunch.. so full now.. it's like the stomach bursting lahz!!!! gosh!!!! kk.. me go study le.... enjoy the midi.. cheerios.. hehex..

haiz.. i dunno.. this is kinda terrible.. the holidays are ending.. and up till now nothing really happy had happened.. firstly.. so much studying to do.. secondly.. the holidays are just too short.. and.. lastly.. something happened to ah gong.. he was still alrite last week.. and all along.. i think he's such a strong n healthy man.. i have so much respect for him.. coz he's always making sure he has enough exercises.. haha.. shopping ba.. and he alwazs care so much for us.. and the family.. visited him yesterday.. the atmosphere was kinda worrying.. i felt so much pain for him.. the tubes through the skin.. and his nose.. n his bloated stomach.. it was painful.. when i asked whether it was painful, he just smiled and said a little.. 10 p.m yesterday.. the doctor came in and told us his current condition.. he has low blood pressure at that moment.. a surgery was actually essential for his blocked intestines.. but then.. he had to go thru the torment of a blood transfusion.. gosh.. the needle.. just cant bear to see it.. today.. he went into the operation room at around 10 in the morning.. 5 p.m. all aunties and uncles n my mum went down.. the doctor had a long talk with them.. the suspicion he had given us yesterday was that the intestines were twisted.. but little did we know that.. there was actually a tumour in the intestine... it was.. cancer.. lucky it hasnt spread. no one told grandma this.. she was too sad to accept this truth.. earlier on.. i was at her house... she was speaking to some other relative on the phone.. den suddenly she broke down.. she cried.. guess this was the first time i saw her tears.. we tried to remain okay.. so that she wont be too worried.. guess she wont be able to sleep tonite.. asked her to come over my house to stay over.. but she just want to be alone.. well.. i think she wants to.. but er.. just too shy or wat.. haiz.. mum's gonna ask her again tml.. yesterday.. i almost cried.. but i din dare to.. everyone's trying to stay cheerful... so that this can boost grandpa's confidence.. he was smiling so much yesterday.. but he started to settle stuff.. like telling all the stuff to his children.. wat.. his drawers got money.. bank how much.. stuff like tat.. he scared my mum.. i got a shock too.. he was very strong-minded de.. but den.. yesterday.. he was really worried.. prayed hard yesterday.. the op was a success.. but for the next 6 months.. his movements and all will be difficult.. he has to carry this bag thingy wherever he goes.. another op will be conducted after the 6th month.. will pray harder.. really will.. hope he will recover soon.. really hope so.. the thought of losing someone really sucks!!! why is this happening? no one has the answer.. we are all waiting for miracle to happen..