SHE.HER.

haiyo.. me like.. haven been blogging for years like tat.. well.. today.. valen was complaining tat my blog is like stagnant liao.. muahhahaa.. true true lahz.. my bro lah!! after PSLE den keep using computer.. hahah.. dots. actually i was kinda lazy to go online oso.. coz well.. been indulged in my comic!!!! BLEACH.. gosh.. think i'm mad.. comic crave!!! n i managed to spread my disease to valen.. hahahah.. oh yah.. alot pple already know my promos results.. haha.. can promote!!!! yay~ whee~ hahaha.. but hor.. have to drop physics.. totally cant stand it anymore.. den i pon the last physics lecture summore.. think i quite naughty.. hahahaz.. hmmmm.. PW!!!!! gosh.. my PW group is getting more fun.. hahahaz.. but hor.. abit busy also lahz.. but people still got time to exercise leh.. hehex.. like today.. played bball.. den vball.. den badminton.. woo.. jian fei diao siao!!!! hehehx.. i think it's cool.. hahahaha.. so lame.. haiyo.. den i still got the oversea cip thing.. n sjab stuff.. n ogl !!!! argh!! if i really get thru ogl ahz.. den diaoz.. i cant work wor!!! haiz.. joining ogl wasnt realli wat i want lahz.. actually... hmmm.. well.. if really join le.. den okay lor.. hmmm.. pw really ahz.. haiz.. i tot after promos i can slack more.. true enough i slack quite alot.but well.. still not slack enough..... n MT!!!! argh!!! i alwayz fail my paper 2 de.. cmi.. diaoz. will study for it lahz.. well.. oni did 2 letters.. hahaz.. like abit dots lor.. coz i was supposed to study with juliana n john.. but den.. in the end.. i read more comic.. hahaa.. saturday!!! we had steamboat.. got me.. juliana.. john.. soon kee.. elton!!! muahahaha.. so funnie.. it was really fun.. well.. so long nv meet them n go out together le den yepp.. really enjoyed it.. woo~ well.. think think again.. i guess it was really a relief lah.. after promos!!! oh yah!!!! the stressful thing is OP!!!arghh,.,. ours got sit-in moderators lah!!! sianz.. means we must do damm well? gosh!!! ... bleach..... hehex...

5 October 2005 it was a terrible day for me.. not only do i have to mug for the chemistry paper the next day.. i have to ren tong.. i was having this bad feeling for the whole day.. it's like..i felt scared.. but i could not understand wat is it.. at first i tot it was chemistry.. however.. i was wrong.. when i reached home that day.. i went to look for jason.. but i couldnt find it.. den i suspected something.. n i asked my parents.. n they can still actually joke with me n ask me to search for it lor.. the moment they said that.. i knew it.. it was gone.. gone forever.. 7 years of taking care of him.. ever since he was 3 n half yrs old.. 7 long years.. it died of old age.. i was sad.. really very sad for the whole night.. couldnt concentrate to do my work.. but.. i have to ren.. cause.. i had worked so hard for promos.. n i dun wanna fail it.. why is it like happening now? i guess it's a test for me.. at least jason died peacefully.. it was kinda expected.. coz he was really very tired for the past few days.. keep sleeping.. 2 days b4 his death.. he was sleeping in the toilet.. my father suspected that he might die.. coz.. it's a myth that dogs will not die in front of their owners.. they do not want their owners to be sad.. hah. dogs instincts.. cant they be wrong? it;s really very painful.. it's like a part of me gone.. till now.. i still think of it now n then.. especially when i am at home.. i am really uncomfortable with it's absence.. perhaps i am just not used to it.. just now.. went to geok ting's house.. n played with her dog.. rover.. once... i almost called it jason.. man.. haiz.. dunno wats wrong with me.. but i did not lah.. realised it just in time.. people ask me if i'm gonna get a new dog? i dun think so.. it's never easy to treat someone or a new pet like the one u had once.. dun think i will be able to bear the trauma again if i ever get another dog.. perhaps.. i dunno.. promos.. haiz.. i dunno.. chemistry was okay.. but i dun have the time. sianz.. i think wont be too good either.. bio.. it was.. okay too.. but well.. lost 20 marks liaoz.. confirm.. sianz too.. left with physics n math.. i must do welll!!!!! will chiong like mad .. esp. math.... *in memory of jason..* hope he's enjoying himself in another dimension..